John Irvine Hawkins 29 October 1955 – 14 April 2017
CONTRIBUTE
TO MEMORY TIMELINE
Love you my darling this is so hard I know you are keeping an eye on me , but please stop moving the bath mat or not xxxxx<3?<3?<3?
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I love you and miss you so much I don't want to be on my own I so want you here xxx
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Love you John two more days till 1st September spring is on its way. The days are going so quickly since I saw you last xxxxxxx I so want to be with you again
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My darling John it’s New Year’s Day and the months have past so quickly I’m missing you so much all my love xxxx
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Well my darling John this first has come around so quickly, omg I still miss you so much. The odd day I watch out the kitchen window and hope that you will come through the bzvk gate from work. I don’t know what to do about staying here, this is our home, and all my memories of us. All my love xxxx<3?<3?<3?<3?
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My darling John these past couple of weeks I’ve been so tearful missing you is an understatement I just ache. I hate being here without you.It’s been nearly one year since you made a choice to leave I play that over in my mind every other day and question why. I put on a brave face with everyone but at home it’s a different story. Some days I just don’t want to get out of bed and ask my self why am I still here. My love for you will never die it took along time to be with you All my love xxx
Love you my darling this is so hard I know you are keeping an eye on me , but please stop moving the bath mat or not xxxxx<3?<3?<3?
I love you and miss you so much I don't want to be on my own I so want you here xxx
Love you John two more days till 1st September spring is on its way. The days are going so quickly since I saw you last xxxxxxx I so want to be with you again
My darling John it’s New Year’s Day and the months have past so quickly I’m missing you so much all my love xxxx
Well my darling John this first has come around so quickly, omg I still miss you so much. The odd day I watch out the kitchen window and hope that you will come through the bzvk gate from work. I don’t know what to do about staying here, this is our home, and all my memories of us. All my love xxxx<3?<3?<3?<3?
My darling John these past couple of weeks I’ve been so tearful missing you is an understatement I just ache. I hate being here without you.It’s been nearly one year since you made a choice to leave I play that over in my mind every other day and question why. I put on a brave face with everyone but at home it’s a different story. Some days I just don’t want to get out of bed and ask my self why am I still here. My love for you will never die it took along time to be with you All my love xxx Read full message here.
My darling John it’s been twelve months since you have been gone, I’m missing you so much every day. I’ve tried to be strong on the outside, but inside my heart is breaking trying to get through every day I love <3 you so much xxxxx Read full message here.